yarn diary :)

october 18th 2023

i'm tired. everyone in my class is too noisy, needlessly noiseful! ah, awful, truly. how will i live like this?
i wont, but that's a bit far. i think i will wait for this to end. my ears hurt.
my ears hurt so bad, ahhhhh, soooo annoying.
i feel my brain shut down further and further.
stop singing, you're not good at it and you know it. don't quit your day job.

novenmber 17th 2023

i have 50 hours on cry of fear already. this game is an addiction, ahhhahahaha help me.
men with chainsaws can't kill you if you walk a brisk pace away, they miss every swing. pathetic.
and come on, help! help! help! simon is lich me, don't speak up if you disagree. you don't know me.
i really want to take a nap right now, this school sucks and everyone around me is annoying.

april 28th 2024

why can't i just get what i want? is it really that hard?

december 4th 2024

i'm really lazy. i keep forgetting about this. only 3 updates? really? i'm superrrr lazy... sorry. got into fallout new vegas this year, as well as more kirby. mario rpgs too. i completely forgot to keep learning html, but it's okay. i can always get better.

i've been trying lua, but i'm not exactly the most motivated.... i'll get better eventually. i hope. it's only up from here, right? [|:]

march 4th 2025 

it's the new year. i really don't update this often, do i? i haven't gotten anywhere with lua, 
but it feels like interlocking chairs. 
bit too complex for me though, i can't say i understand. i'll get better. l
ike i said, it's only up from here, right? 

may 13th 2026

i remain entirely inconsistent with this, perhaps one day it will worm inside my brain as a habit; 
today is not that day. regardless, my numerous ventures
with coding have been, akin to my updating of this little journal, inconsistent.
for this reason, things refuse to stay inside my brain. 
i hope one day i will be able to get up everyday and get working on what i want
but that is far, far in the future. it will happen one day though. [|:) 

it hasn't been only up, as my memory scatters. 
i trust in myself though. somewhat. perhaps i should do something simpler. 
maybe actually work on this site? [tough luck, not happening.]

seems the background broke. i do have to fix that. i gotta stop moving my files around!!!